I Didn’t Lose My Mind, I finally found it
By Alexandrea Auora Annemone Jørgensen
Let’s be real.
Most of us are walking around like chickens without a head. Just running on autopilot, repeating beliefs, thoughts, and emotional loops we inherited from our parents, past lives, and society.
Our minds are full of chitter chatter.
Static.
Noise.
And if you're on the path of awakening, you know this truth hits hard. I do it. You do it. We all do — until we don’t.
Until we shift into 5D consciousness and start embodying that higher reality in our 3D world.
That shift? That’s when life starts to feel like art.
Fun.
Magical.
Joyful.
Alive.
But before the bliss, there’s the bridge.
That in-between space (hello 4D), where the pain surfaces so we can heal, release, and transcend.
And only then are we catapulted into our full potential — into unconditional love, soul truth, and full energetic alignment.
That’s what happened when I changed my name.
My Soul Knew Before I Did
Back in 2018, I met my true self.
It was like a soul mirror moment — I saw her. Ancient. Regal.
She came from Alexandria, a time of golden temples, sacred teachings, and deep, divine remembrance.
She was me.
And she told me:
It’s time to remember who you are.
So I followed the nudge.
I’d always loved the name Anemone. It felt soft, feminine, delicate.
I thought — easy! I’ll change my first name from Maria to Anemone.
But… shortly after, all hell broke loose.
I got sick.
I broke up with my boyfriend.
My work fell apart. Conflicts. Confusion. Exhaustion.
I had no idea what was happening — only that something mystical was off.
The Numerology Wake-Up Call
One day, I shared this story with a friend. She looked at me with wide eyes and said:
“You probably changed your karma with that name.”
“What? That’s a thing?”
She introduced me to her numerologist. That’s when everything clicked.
I discovered that names aren’t just pretty sounds — they carry frequencies, codes, karmic patterns.
My name “Anemone”? According to the numerology from Crescent Numerology, it held the frequency of:
- Victimhood
- Weakness
- Stomach issues
- Lack of grounding
Which explained… literally everything I was experiencing.
I was shocked. Speechless.
But also… I was convinced.
My soul deserved a name that matched her true power.
So I decided — I’m going to change the game.
Change my name.
And win this thing.
Meeting the Name that Set Me Free
My numerologist, the magical August from Angelical Affairs, sent me long, beautiful lists of possible names based on my soul numbers, my birthday, and my mission.
At one point, I nearly chose the name “Godness” (yes, with a d 😅).
But then… I saw it.
Alexandrea.
My heart expanded.
I felt it. Like a soul calling home.
Together we aligned the name:
Alexandrea Auora Annemone
Triple One — 1.1.1 — coded to activate my birthdate, purpose, and divine soul path.
I remember sitting on a bus, heart pounding.
The name was approved.
I logged into the public records.
I had claimed my true name.
My true self.
My highest timeline.
The Aftershock
Of course… all hell broke loose again.
My family thought I’d gone crazy.
They didn’t understand.
But here’s the thing
I didn’t lose my mind.
I finally found it!
Still, the pleaser in me stayed strong.
To keep the peace, I continued using Anemone as a stage name.
Hiding behind a mask.
Hiding my truth.
But here’s what I’ve now learned from August — and from my guides in the Akashic Records:
The only name that truly counts is the name in your official records.
Your legal name is the one the Universe hears the loudest.
And guess what?
Exactly four years after I made that shift, my heart began to roar:
I want to be fully me.
Every time I chanted, meditated, or connected to my guides, I felt it.
Not Maria.
Not Anemone.
But Alexandrea.
So I started at home.
I asked to be called Alex.
And the moment I felt it:
Empowered.
True.
Aligned.
Free.
Choosing Yourself Is a Sacred Act
Using my true name is one of the most magical and transformative things I’ve ever done.
It’s not just about words.
It’s about choosing myself.
Choosing the soul I came here to be.
Choosing to lead, heal, and shine from a place of full integrity and frequency alignment.
Choosing a name that holds the vibration of my divine mission.
Changing your name (when done consciously and with soul guidance ) is an act of spiritual reclamation.
I didn’t do it on a whim.
I did it with the science of Crescent Numerology, the guidance of a master numerologist, and the unwavering voice of my soul.
I didn’t lose my mind.
I reclaimed my power.
And I’ll never again hide the truth of who I am:
Alexandrea Auora Annemone.
Trust the whispers.
Trust the signs.
Your name is not just a label — it’s a vibration, a declaration, a spell.
Choose one that matches your soul.
With love,
Alex🦋